And now I am approached by close to set the strands of time and space with one’s grasp. I have been asked to show and become once again. To Come back from the shadowing and recross into the area of the world for all to know. To be for both what one should be. To share the time for one needs are great. To start once again, to do what must be done. To allow the touch of a teacher and learner to pass through my path and cross over others. To become what was and yet something that wasn’t. To use what I know and learn what I don’t. To please and hold the ones I must and ensure they are what they need to be. I have been approached in a matter of power and past. Of ancient things and ways. To teach and protect. To come back from where I have put Myself and yet reform what was into what could be to what is. The terms are simple I do not lose what I have already gained. But gain also another closer than any other may be.
Where there is one, there is two, and where there is two there is three for the balance of things. Also where there is three there is seven for the balance between life and the stars. The circle continues ever the beginning and the ending for the balance of all. The perspective changes many times over for the neutrality and balance between the colors and the ways of being.
The dragon has been asked to teach and instruct. To do so he must also learn how to again. To sort through papers and files which ask questions of the person is only the beginning. Next comes the perspective and other perspective.
By having one right down the things they feel they have done or could do. Having them pick out books from the “center library” or finding book on the subjects which interest them or have a “feel” for.
Then stack the books in a pile according to their wishes. Then taking the “last” book. And giving them a chapter a day to read and pick out key points, they enjoy. Or have seen within their acts. And then the following day taking those notes, and writing something containing them and their thoughts, feelings willingness of themselves.
Thus their own source book /journal starts. With them comprising the knowledge that attracts them within the subjects books they have chosen. And a working knowledge will develop of their own.
They wish him to instruct the ways of defense and steel. To do so he must first learn what they already know. Then find a teacher for the hand and body. And then work on them on the steel. This is the hardest area he faces for this is the area with the most physical damage and harmful potential. But he will do what he must.
And they wish him to start over to be what he was and protect and guard. This also they wish to understand. Behind a closed barred and chained portal.But as he has found out before when a lass calls he comes forth and does what is needed.
Then rebolts the door. and now he troubles over things that sleep in the back of hi mind only to awaken when this was first started to him.
And yet now I feel deep inside a stirring which has not been felt for many a year a feeling that almost was not recognizable at first. And yet was comfortable to the touch. So now I sit here and wonder. Feeling The soul seal cracking within the stir of emotions that leak forth.
Round and round my mind goes. Half finished thoughts and half felt emotions. I don’t know which is worse. The waiting, the wanting, the unknowing. Or is it the remembering of what was, what is in tails, and what it all means. I know what could happen to us all and yet it worries me naught. I see it all falling into place and hope it does work. And allows me once again to be and do what I must.For all could be lost within a single answer. An answer which also can put everything correct and true.
Whatever happens will happen, no one can truly change that. But I can try to affect the ending outcome. So all works the way they wish it could. Perhaps even get away with what they want before anything sees it has been done. I wonder, if this is to be, I wonder if it will work out. I feel deep inside strange emotions that have been far from me for a very long time.
Once again the question:
The banner is in the wind, the drum sounds
Do I pick up the sword or do I just ignore it once more?
Fearing what has happened will happen again.
Or accepting another and trying once more?